Every day, for the last few weeks, I have found myself feeling weak in the knees, weak at heart or just faster palpitations. No I do not have a heart condition. Not that I know of. No I am not sick, I don't think so anyway.
But I AM heartsick. And this is going to last for a while yet. It's going to bother me and haunt me for some time. Nothing I can do about it for now, except just to be calm, and be prayerful. That's what you get when the heart seems to have a life of its own, feeling things you don't want to feel. Well, not YOU, but I.